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Hello Beautiful Sisters,


This one’s for you.


Have you ever felt so seen, so accepted as your full self, so held in the arms of another woman?


A space where you feel safe to go beyond the concerns of being judged. You feel safe to let the walls down and share the shame, guilt, or fear that has sat inside of you. You feel a lightness, a reclamation of your power, as these thoughts and feelings can now be honored and released.


A major weight is lifted through being witnessed in your vulnerability. This process is beautiful, for all parties involved, those sharing and receiving and those supporting.


“It is an honor.” A Sister said to me as I sobbed, sharing the depths of my soul, the emotions of my inner wounded little girl. I felt ashamed, embarrassed, taking up that space. I feared it made me look weak, a mess, “too much.” And when (after what felt like forever) I could finally open my eyes and take a deep breath, I saw the opposite. The other ladies’ pure presence, compassion, and grounded energy containing mine.


They were honoring me, my emotions, and my process. Having this space held for me was immensely healing. And their simple offerings to see what I was unable to see for myself - my strength, my beauty through the tears, the deep connection to my heart - it put me back into my power.


I no longer saw the tears, the big emotions that had been stored inside of me, the heaviness as weaknesses.


I felt the shame transmute into bravery for being able to be honest with myself, and even more to be witnessed in front of others.

I felt the heavy emotions transmute into my heart opening, the best feeling - the diamond on the other side.

I felt the fear transmute into empowerment and self-worth.


This is the Power, the Magic, of Sisters coming together.


Not only to hold you in moments of major release, peeling back layers of insecurities, shame and guilt held in the body, but also to be seen and celebrated in moments of victory.


After years of conditioning that led us to feel competitive or paralyzed in comparison amongst other women (I remember since gradeschool being divided across groups of girls, competing for the cute boys’ attention or other unnecessary drama and division), there is power in shifting into “my sisters’ wins are my wins” and “my wins are my sisters’ wins.” This is a major shift from scarcity into abundance.

The strength of other women holding space for your intentions, prayers, goals is something that cannot be explained, only experienced.


Through experiencing it myself, witnessing the transformations that happen in my retreats, or even just a few days at Women’s Festivals and most recently, in the last edition of Reclaiming Femme… the healing, clarity, empowerment that comes from connecting in a sacred space is pure magic. I now hold such deep reverence for ALL women (and really, ALL Beings - but it needed to start for me with women by releasing the competition and comparison). I see the beauty and power inside of them, and it even seems to bring it out in them when I hold this. Imagine having a whole community of women holding this vision of you. Imagine being able to offer this gift of power and radiance to other women.


The most flow and abundance I’ve experienced in my life is when I am immersed in the power of the woman. This divine feminine energy that has the ability to birth, mother, and awaken the planet, of course it has the ability to heal our deepest wounds and manifest our deepest desires. I have met soul-sisters, divine kindred connections and friendships that feel like soul-besties finally having a long awaited reunion.


These divine relationships give me so much energy, so much nourishment, so much safety in this world of unknowns, of trials and tribulations, of celebrations, victories, joy, and laughter. To have someone to admit my innermost fears and desires:


“I’m no longer attracted to my partner.”

“I think I may be bi-polar”

“I fear no man will really be able to love me”

“What if I can never get pregnant?”

“I want to make $30k this month”


and to be met with


“Alright, I see you, I’m with you. I’m here for you. I believe in you.”


It is a gift to be able to unpack these thoughts or feelings so they don’t feel so heavy inside, but they now feel approachable, I am able to see beyond the mind-illusions. Even in the times when I want to process privately, knowing the strength of the community is available, it allows me to go deeper, to be braver. In the times when I fear putting myself out there, I know I have Sisters who would catch me if I fall, it allows me to speak up, share my gifts, and let my heart crack wide open.


I have deep gratitude to these women in my life and frankly, I don’t know where I would be now without them. I wanted every woman to have this type of support and safe space to be held, understood, and genuinely supported, which is why I created the Reclaiming Femme container.


Reclaiming Femme, is a 9-week journey and container to explore your own truths and unlock your own powers and ecstatic nature, while being supported by a safe, judge-free and empowering community to see you in your rawness and realness. A space to go beyond the barriers that have been put up around girlfriends where you will “share this…. but never that.” It is a space to experience the strength of women in numbers, holding your visions, maybe even higher, bigger, and brighter than you’ve been able to see for yourself.


In addition to having the support of the entire Reclaiming Femme community, each woman is paired with a small group of “Venus Sisters.” These are the visionaries who can see clearly the success, health, or prosperity for you, and never wavers.


A keen observer of life once said, "no [wo]man can fail, if some one person sees [Her] successful." Such is the power of the vision, and many a great [wo]man owed [Her] success to a wife, or sister, or a friend who "believed in him" and held without wavering to the perfect pattern!”


The biggest and most beautiful expansion for ourselves happens within a supportive community - especially one of wild, soft, fierce, strong, powerful, beautiful, empowered women.

The second round of the epic Reclaiming Femme journey begins October 18, 2020. This journey is one of self-discovery, unlocking your superpowers and unleashing your ecstatic nature, while having the time of your life surrounded by an incredible sisterhood of empowered women.


Click the link below to explore more + get the Flow With Grace complete menstrual cycle guide immediately!

And if this journey is not for you, no problem at all my love. May we all continue to come together, support each other, and I am just so glad you’re here! I see you and appreciate you. ♥️✨✨ Say hello, anytime!

Happy International Women’s Day to all the magical ladies around the world. Yes, that means YOU - YOU MAGICAL GODDESS!


I love this day to bring attention to the topic - it is important and effective. But really, we should all celebrate each day like International Women’s Day, acknowledging how impactful and infinite we are.


I am so glad to be in a place where I adore and admire my sisters, and genuinely see so much beauty inside and out, in each of their unique expressions! While growing up, I defaulted to comparing & feeling my own insecurities when seeing a gorgeous woman, or one who was an amazing dancer or singer - know the feeling?!? Well, that era is over.


We now live in a world where we, as sisters, can and should:

  • Genuinely support each other because there's more than enough to go around!

  • Celebrate each others' victories, successes, etc.

  • Empathize each others' feelings and experiences

  • Give the tough love when she isn't standing in her worth and you know she deserves better


All because we genuinely grow more together. We were never meant to do this journey alone. If you feel victimized by women, try starting to shift the story by first SEEING the beauty and love and allowing yourself to admire other women. Start supporting sisters' successes. Allow it all to feel good, just wait to see how you start receiving this type of love and support AND allow your heart-shells to dissolve so you can receive it.


Always remember: You are meant to be seen, to be loved, to be heard. You are so, so worthy.


Women, I hope you are pouring love into all of your cells. I hope your hearts are open to receive all of the love you are worthy of. I hope you realize pleasure is a birthright and can relax in order to receive it.


I hope you are filling up your cup first. I hope your behaviors are a reflection of what lights YOU up, feeds your soul, and makes your heart vibrate.


WOMEN, I LOVE YOU! LET’S KEEP MOVING MOUNTAINS!

Sisters in my life who continually support me: I hope you know how grateful I am for you. Thank you for being you and sharing your authentic amazing-ness with me. You are incredible from the core and I feel your love as a warm blessing. Thank you for cheering me on, lifting me up, for playing, meditating, belly-laughing, creating, and exploring to magical places with me!!!


And also a quick note of appreciation to all of the men who are grounded and secure in their own Divine Masculine + Feminine energies. This awakening of the Divine Feminine energies is coming through all of us and it is pretty f*cking EPIC!!!


Sisters, if you feel me and want to come together this May to cultivate this type of high-vibe, unconditionally supportive Sisterhood, as well as unleash the undying creative force + expansive love your soul is yearning to experience....

Join us to create magic this May 15-17, 2020 in Sag Harbor, NY 🌹♥️


Mama Bali,

My eyes see vengeance, my heart feels hurt

where I once saw family,

Now I see it falling apart


Mama Bali,

Please help me understand

how something so good, strays so far from plan

once together-ness, holding hands

now feels buried deep under the sand


Mama Bali,

Please show me the way

beyond the clouded betray

I guess nothing lasts forever

maybe we can go back to the way things were

I’ll never say never


Mama Bali,

the way it once was, is it over and done?

time to accept a new beginning? but we were just having so much fun…

tell me, is it the reality that we are through?

just show me please what is actually true

____________________________________________


Sweet Babygirl,

All things have a life span

even the best things come to an end

loosen the reigns

controlling only causes more pain


Strong Woman,

you’ll find reprieve

when you stop trying to compete

Take a look within

to receive the gifts

that this triggering mirror displays

however uncomfortable, let it reverberate


Radiant Sister,

feel into it deeply

let the emotions pass through

I promise you will get the lesson

& eventually see the hidden blessing

lying underneath it all


Beautiful Force,

stop, breathe, send your genuine love

both to yourself and to the one you’re mourning

it is okay if you feel you had no warning

accept the new changes, try to understand

we’re always flowing, the redirections are simply part of the plan

lean into the fire you feel, & turn it to good

keep standing in your power, as the divine goddess within you would.

This energy within you is waiting to be unleashed. Your magnetism. Your radiance. The undying creative force + expansive love your soul is yearning to experience.


Join us to create magic this May 15-17, 2020 in Sag Harbor, NY 🌹♥️



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